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The year is ending soon. OMG.

What happened to all my plans for the holidays?!

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3 more days, 2 more papers.

Time to start filling in my social calendar!

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My thoughts are disjointed and I can't be bothered to link them, so I shall just leave everything in point form. (Honestly, I'm supposed to be thinking about glycolysis, not blogging.)

1. People form impressions based on their (sometimes limited) interactions with you.

2. People expect you to behave a certain way, based on their impressions of you.

3. These expectations (often) aren't true representations of your personality. Or at least, they aren't complete representations of your personality.

So when you keep behaving the way people expect you to behave, doesn't your sense of self get eroded?

This and this give a rather good idea of what an identity crisis is. (Apparently it's quite normal for adolescents to be confused about their identity, so don't worry, Savvy. Hurhur.)

It suddenly occurred to me that I don't know exactly who I am, or why I'm doing the things I do. Perhaps it's due to an overdose of interaction with people; now I just want some alone time. The past few weeks have been one long stretch of worrying about people and trying to cheer people up and hoping that my actions don't affect others negatively.

There's no such thing as "supposed to be (a certain way)", okay? Everyone has many facets to their personality, and if you can't integrate them all, the least you could do is not to force him/her into your preconceived mould.

And, if you're reading this, don't take it personally.

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You Are a Carnival Mask

You are flirtatious, charming, and seductive. You are both mysterious and alluring. You know how to dance the steps, no matter what the dance is. You always know what the next move should be. You are good at drawing people in but not letting them get too close. You know how to be wanted. You prefer to be understated than over the top. You never want to be seen as trying too hard.

What Halloween Mask Are You?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

All those adjectives above? They fall under the categories of "subtle" and "manipulative". Hurhurhur.

You Should Dress Up As a Cat

You are a shy, reserved person who takes a long time to warm up to others. You are close to those you've known the longest. You are crafty and smart. You may seem like you're lost in your own little world, but you're really paying attention to everything going on around you. You are not easily influenced by the other people in your life. If anything, you counterbalance their emotions well. You are intuitive and have a lot of wisdom to impart. Most people don't pay close enough attention to the lessons you teach them.

What Animal Should You Dress Up As?

The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Now this one is pretty true. "Crafty and smart" equals manipulative!

And yeah, most people don't pay attention when I tell them stuff, e.g. "Prepare less food 'cause people won't eat that much". And then we wind up with excess food.

(But Mr. S@vvy will say that I don't pay close attention to the lessons he teaches too. But that only goes to show that I'm "not easily influenced by the other people in (my) life". Heh.)

You Are Blue

You believe the key to living a good life is simple. Be as honest with yourself and others as possible. You value the truth over everything else. You will remain loyal to those who are honest with you, even if their honesty hurts. Compared to most people, you handle the truth well. You take every event in stride. You are the calm spot in a sea of chaos. You think the solution to most problems is open communication. You wish that people would be more real with each other.

What Color of the Rainbow Are You?

Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

Ego-booster.

You Are a Boxer

You are playful and energetic. You bring joy to everyone who crosses your path. You are hyper to the point of being a comedian. Everyone is wondering what you will do next. You energy can get the better of you if you're not careful. You can have a destructive streak when you're bored. You're very strong willed and powerful. You get you way without even trying to.

What Breed of Dog Are You?

Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

Only the part about being strong-willed and powerful is true. Hahahahah. The art of intimidation.

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Everyone else may try to talk you out of being emo, but true friends emo with you and go to the ends of the world for you.

Here's proof:

#1
jinghui:; shouldstopemoingandjustgetonwithwork. says:
hahahah okay.
do now!
jiayou!

M.r. S@vvy dun like jeanny says:
u too u too
emo tell me lei
i emo with u
hahah

#2
jinghui:; feels like flinging herself down a long, long flight of stairs. says:
:)

_`pearl ????Ber&??♥ [ZIAL&WENMEL] says:
don't fling yet lah D:
wait for me. we fling together

So I say, excluding family, friends are the best things that exists in the world.
And true friends are those who share crappy bits of their lives with you BECAUSE they love you.