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My life is descending into chaos once again.

My head hurts, I have a lot of things to do (not all of which are totally under my control), and I just really want to get away from these for a little while.

Which is why I'm looking forward to the Game of Life party with Pearl and Germ. It's pretty much the only thing worth looking forward to for this week.

This week and the next are a mess of events and activities, all in rapid succession.
No lunch break, no dinner break, no I-need-a-rest break.
I haven't slept much for the past week, and whatever decreased amounts of sleep I got, I was in a nightmare. Think the lack of sleep, on top of non-stop stuff, is making me grouchy.

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I hate waking up from a nightmare. I especially hate the crappy feeling I get when I'm halfway between dreaming and waking up because of the whole I'm-awake-but-freaked-out-by-the-freaky-things-in-the-nightmare thing.

And I've been having many ridiculous nightmares. Some scary, some weird, some exam-related, some school-related, all freaking-out-related. Think a pattern is emerging.

That said, I'm really happy that rehearsals are starting again. About one month of not singing/seeing the same people every week and I've forgotten how much of a joy it is to spend time with these people doing something we all love.

Busy busy busy once more!